I've been yearning to have a high salary.
To finally have my own closet.
To decorate myself like a real guy.
Currently, i don't have the determination to strive.
O-level is coming and yet, i'm behaving this way.
Comparing to other hardworking students, i look pathetic.
Always envy of others traits.
Is it possible for me to achieve my dream course?
I'm doubting myself.
Gotta release those trouble.
Hopefully, i would never meet 'them' again.
They been my 'friend' for such a long time.
Without them, i feel empty.
How irony.
I guessed i have to start working soon otherwise, taste of failure are immiment.
I need confident.
Where are them?
I guessed i lost mine long ago.
Felt in a loss now.
A wandering spirit.