I always thought i could make it for my course.
However, looking at current situation, i might need a back up plan.
But, i couldn't figure which back up course to go if i failed with my plan.
There's at least 2 person in my class wants to enter the same course and school with me.
I don't is that good or bad.
Time is running low, yet i don't really see i'm doing well.
Furthermore, Prelim is already here.
Very soon, O-level, holiday, result and choose course.
Time passes in a blink of eye.
Also, i might seperate from them.
I might become alone again.
Thats why i hate to say goodbye.
Which is why i always suddenly disappear when i'm going home.
Always been thinking.
"It's okay. I'm used to be alone."
This always appear on my mind.
That's is why i prefer to be alone.
Prefer to suffer alone.
This always make me think what would i look like in the future.
Without doubt, only one picture came into my mind.
Alone.
I imaged myself on a quiet road with tree all around.
I was holding my stuff, bag and earpiece on my ear.
Walking on the road thinking of stuff.
Just a practical lonely grown up guy.
It's okay. I'm born this way.
Life is like a rollercoaster.
Now, i was going down the slope.
Soon, things will get better and better until the end of the track.
I would never give up until demise took me away from this place.