Some people think i'm smart,
but i think i'm quite slow in learning.
Some people think i was a competitor in studies,
but i think i'm far from nearing their standard.
I'm always interested in how people think about me.
Their thoughts in their mind.
I always envy others people acomplishment,
their talents/looks/characters etc.
Always thinking myself in their scenario or "becoming" them.
Always hoping i would have this kind of "stars" days.
Always wanted to have a "place" in the society,
where when i walked down the streets, people would recognise me.
Always having this kind of dreams.
Watching someone success, always make me feel happy for them and sad for myself.
Since the moment i had my dreams, i've been yearning for it.
Always wanted to accomplish these dreams.
However, with this kind of situation in this planet, it would make it more difficult.
So many problems occuring.
So many troubles strikes.
This is sure an unbearable feelings.
Been hoping to migrate to Korea or LA.
The reason that i want to migrate to Korea is certain dramas.
Also, Korea people look so awesome in terms of fashion and looks.
However, for LA case, i've been watching too much Youtube videos.
People like Ryan Higa, Phil & Ted & Wes (WFP), causes me want to be their neighbour.
I always like to have some awesome friends.
I'm too quiet and shy.
Furthermore, I'm not complaining my current friends isn't good,
I like fun friends. :)